.my song.

Everything I do surrounds these pieces of my life that often change,
Or maybe I've changed,
Sometimes seeming happy can be self destructive even when you're sane,
Or only insane,
But don't bother waking me today.
Here I am,
I'm so young,
I know I've been bitter,
I've been jaded,
I'm alone,
Every day,
I'll bite my tongue,
If you only knew my mind was full of razors,
That cuts you like a word if only sung,
But this is my song,
It is my song.
Now I live every day like there will never be a last one till they're gone,
And they're gone,
I'm too proud to beg for your attention and your friendship and your time,
So you can come and get it from now on.
Here I am,
I'm so young,
I know I've been bitter,
I've been jaded,
I'm alone,
Every day,
I'll bite my tongue,
If you only knew my mind was full of razors,
I'm not sure I can take it,
I'm nothing strong to hold to,
I'll wait to only hate you,
My mind is full of razors,
That cuts you like a word if only sung,
But this is my song.

This one's for you, bitch. Try using me, comparing me to your pathetic friendwithbenefits so-called girlfriend, (you're not even fucking brave enough to call her your girlfriend) anything else, and I'll hurt you. I've said this before, but it looks like I can't be "just friends" with you. Maybe it's me, maybe it's not, but it'd be best for us to go our separate ways. So, not so politely, I'm telling you to fuck off.

Oh, and today, I met YAYDEN!