Only Wanna Be With You

Only Wanna Be With You

You and me,
We come from different worlds,
You like to laugh at me,
When I look at other girls,
Sometimes you're crazy,
And you wonder why,
I'm such a baby,
Cause the dolphins make me cry,
Well there's nothing I can do,
I've been looking for a girl like you.
Today was pretty interesting, actually. A select 17 from Assumption Church Confirmation class went to some retard home to visit them. It was my first time visiting a retard home -- Cheshire, I think it was called -- and goddess, I felt so awkward! I stood there with Jacobboobs (I swear, people his man boobs are bigger than Mohan's man boobs, and we all know how huge Mohan's are) and stared at the people for the first few hours or so. We were actually counting down the minutes till we could go home! It felt pretty terrible, though, to see the state they were in. I don't know why we couldn't have just gone to see some kids or something, since I lovelovelove kids. Bryan was seriously stupid on the bus (he called McD's and said, "Hi, this is Ronald McDonald, I'd like to come in for an inspection!" or something to that effect). What an idiot, no? Yes, indeed.
You look at me,
You've got nothing left to say,
I'll only pout at you until I get my way,
I won't dance,
You won't sing,
I just want to love you but you want to wear my ring.
Anyway, updates on the tennis front are as follows. Amelie and Svetlana lost to the lesbians from Australia, Samantha Stosur (Nick likes to call her "Toes". Stosur. Geddit? Heh.) and Rennae Stubbs. Don't let me even get into the nicknames we have for Stubbs. So, anyway, Svetlana lost (Jesus H. Christ, the tummy on that woman is adorable! I just wanted to tickle her or/and cuddle her after she lost, she looked so distraught). Come on out of the closet already, Svetlana, we all know, anyway. Amelie won her match against Flavia Penneta (sp?) who farts a lot on-court, which caused Amelie to lost the Fed Cup tie against Italy early this year. Oh, well, Amelie beat her now. Next up for Amelie is Dinara, who's someone I love, too. Still, as usual, I want Amelie to win. She has to win Wimbledon! And she has to come to Malaysia next year, so I can stalk her.
Well there's nothing I can do,
I only wanna be with you,
You can call me your fool,
Only wanna be with you.
Back to my day. Came back home to find Naz waiting there patiently (who needs a dog when they have a Naz? Ooh, sorry. I forgot -- you people don't have a Naz, only I do). Had a nap until seven, when mom unceremoniousy barged into my room and demanded that I get up so that she could find out more about SPM. I only have to go in for ten days, and then I'm out. Thank Sappho that Charmaine's taking Bible Knowledge, too, so I don't have to sit in the examination room all by myself and stare at the wall like a dumbshit. Which is what I'll probably do anyway, so it doesn't matter. Oh, oh, guess what? I'm saving pictures of Svetlana now! And her tummy, of course. I have no idea why, but I have a thing for tummies. I think they're adorable. I'll probably post a picture once I find one or something. Amelie has to be the only player who waltzes around the practice courts in a sports bra. Not that I mind.
Put on a little Dylan,
Sitting on a fence,
I say that line is great,
You ask me what I meant by,
Said I shot a man named Gray,
Took his wife to Italy,
She inherited a million bucks,
And when she died it came to me,
I can't help it if I'm lucky,
Only wanna be with you,
Ain't Bobby so cool,
Only wanna be with you.
I first heard this song ages ago, when I was pretty young. A little while ago, I was watching MTV and this song came on, and I remembered what a crazy song it was! It's pretty good, actually, and I like it a lot. It sounds really happy, and even if the lyrics are a little crazy and it doesn't rhyme at times. Oh, well, it's something I have to live with. Anyway, mosquitoes are biting me and so, I have to take my leave in order to spray my room, so I'll end the post here. More soon, hopefully.
Sometimes I wonder,
If it will ever end,
You get so mad at me,
When I go out with my friends,
Sometimes you're crazy,
And you wonder why,
I'm such a baby yeah,
The dolphins make me cry,
Well there's nothing I can do,
Only wanna be with you,
You can call me your fool,
Only wanna be with you,
Yeah I'm tangled up in blue,
Only wanna be with you.

Steph

--monique, please:)

I suddenly love the name Monique and I'd like to have a baby girl called Monique! Monique Simone Fernandez-Mauresmo. *squeals* Watch the vid to find out why. I promise it's worth it!

--i spend all night losing sleep

It's 12:30 in the morning and I've given up on sleep. Amelie's on after Fabrice. I'm nervous as heck, but in true Steph the Stalker style, I'm gonna grace you all with a picture of you-know-who's more than famous arse. Arse because it's Wimbledon, butt because I want to. Enjoyy!

Okay, I officially feel like a perv.

--before it breaks

Around here, it's the hardest time of year,
Waking up, the days are even gone,
Will the collar on my coat, lord help me,
Killing off the cold,
Will the raindrops sting my eyes or keep them closed?

But I'm feeling no pain,
Only the lonely and my quietest friend,
Have I the moonlight,
Have I let you in,
Say it ain't so,
Say I'm happy again...

Say its over,
Say I'm dreaming,
Say I'm better than you left me,
Say you're sorry, I can take it,
Say you'll wait,
Say you won't,
Say you love me,
Say you don't,
I can make my own mistakes,
Let it bend before it breaks.

I'm alright,
Don't I always seem to be,
Aren't I swinging on the stars,
Don't I wear them on my sleeves,
But when you're looking for the crossroads,
It happens everyday,
And whichever way you turn,
I'm gonna turn the other way.

I don't know what I want. Mother Mary, Ellen, Sappho, help me, goddammit.

All I want, I'll achieve in eight more months. I have to.

Being alone sounds really appealing right now. Island in Majorca, apartment in London, lakehouse in St. Germains-en-Laye, I want to go.

...I guess...

...I love you, dad. And yes, you're a handsome man. Happy father's day, from me, Lady GaGa and Elena Dementieva.

I guess I look like you. A little.

--birthday wishlist

As you guys probably know, my birthday's coming up, so I've compiled a little wishlist (Naz, I know you read my blog, okay, beautiful?)

The third Strangers in Paradise pocketbook.

The forth Strangers in Paradise pocketbook.

Toesocks, toesocks, toesocks!

A fedora (surprisingly).

Slogan tees. Any slogan tee will do. :)

These Reeboks. Gorgeous, no?

Abha Dawesar's Babyji. I'm tired of stealing people's.

Missy Higgins' The Sound of White

This woman. <33

Good luck getting the last one! :)

Question

Question

She woke from a dream,
Her head was on fire,
Why was he so nervous,
He took her to the park,
She crossed her arms,
And lowered her eyelids.
Just came back from dropping the family off at the airport. I didn't know I could have so much fun with them, and we've actually made plans to meet up in Goa in March next year. Needless to say, I can't wait. The sun, the beaches, the foreigners and more importantly, convincing Coffee to come with me. Mom hated the goodbye -- she got all emo and stuff and Shoba attached herself to me and gave me this huge kiss. Coffee cracked up. Whatever, man, she's my cousin. It was great being with them, though. We had so much fun, especially at Sunway on Wednesday. I'll have to upload the nose-piercing video later. On Wednesday, we went to Sunway, and Ajay and I took out the ATVs. Holy shit, they're so awesome. I would kill for one. And since my birthday's coming up... *is majorly hinting that she wants an ATV above all things*
Someday somebody's gonna ask you,
A question that you should say yes to,
Once in your life,
Maybe tonight I've got a question for you.
I haven't been blogging properly in ages, but I haven't had any mood to do so. I'm pretty much just doing this out of the need to update my blog so it doesn't just exist unupdated like a pig in a mud puddle. Okay, that was so not the phrase I was looking for, but oh well. Last night, I stayed up till 4 am to watch "I Can't Think Straight". Jesus, it was so fucking romantic. I would kill to sit at home and write all day, like Tala did. Everyone else has to watch it. And god, Middle Easterns are fine as heck! I want one! Okay, when mom goes to Israel at the end of the year, remind me to ask her to bring me a nice young Jewish boy (hello, Andy Ram) back for me! Anyway, back to the movie. I'm gonna have to say that "I Can't Think Straight" is my new favorite movie! Who doesn't love Middle Easterns?
She'd had no idea,
Started to cry,
She said in a good way,
He took her by the hand,
Walked her back home,
They took the long way.
Went out practically every day for the whole week. Was at Times Square with Shoba on Sunday (I got the first Strangers in Paradise comic book and I'm already obsessed with Katchoo). Then I went out on Monday, first to get my eyebrows done with Bianca, then with Coffee and had dinner with Momma Coffee, who obviously doesn't like me. Then on Tuesday, I got to go out with Helen, AJ and the guys! I think that was the most fun I've had this whole holidays. Threw popcorn at each other in the cinemas and Helen had to sit next to me and Neeraj, poor girl. Wednesday was Sunway with the cousins and we went on the ATV, had paintball target practice and went on paddle boats, which was actually kinda lame. Thursday was mom's birthday and we went out with Amy and aunty Mary to get our nails done. It was freaky and these three kept bugging me to get a lighter color, so I settled for purple. I wonder what Vengket's gonna say! Hung out with Helen again on Friday, then Lutnes cancelled tuition so I was able to go out with Annika. Thanks for the shirt, Annika! Fuck. School on Monday.
Some day somebody's gonna ask you,
A question that you should say yes to,
Once in your life,
Maybe tonight I've got a question for you,
I've got a question for you.

Steph

--fucking DAVAI!

*squee* love the both of them.

"I'll get you the next time."

Two lovely Russians, indeed.

Steffi frigging Graf, okay.

"'S okay, Dina."

"Fuck, I wanted to win this."

"Check this out, kiddos!"

"Thank you, Sappho."

Congrats, Sveta. You deserve this, woman. Poor Dinara, though.

Oh, and here's Rafa, looking adorable.

--3:55

C Haw.....{FinDing}~ says:
miss u so much
C Haw.....{FinDing}~ says:
dun tell them pls
C Haw.....{FinDing}~ says:
haa
Stephanie [Quote Ayden: "Oh, she wants sex, is it?" HAHAHA.] says:
awww
Stephanie [Quote Ayden: "Oh, she wants sex, is it?" HAHAHA.] says:
hahahaha
Stephanie [Quote Ayden: "Oh, she wants sex, is it?" HAHAHA.] says:
miss you too!
C Haw.....{FinDing}~ says:
hahaha
C Haw.....{FinDing}~ says:
sry i'm not Miss YOu...i'm Miss Haw

Hahaha, right?

--vamos Annabel (oh, and Virginia, of course)

Felicitaciones, chicas! Viva Espana! :)

--for Naz.

Congatulations. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't happy, either! :D

Oh, oh. And guess whose legs these are!

--how well do YOU bitches know ME?

Get it while it's hot -- right here!

MUST WATCH -- it's hysterical!

--these fuckers.

Had better win Roland Garros and salvage my dignity.

Yes, Naz, Svetlana does look good.

And so does Jo-Willy Tsonga. *drools* Adorable. I'm rooting for him because he's French and Amelie's friend. 'Nuff said.

And Dinaraaa! So fucking cute, okay.