Here we go, for the 100th time....

1. How many people have you kissed?
That's private...

2. What is today's date?
February something.

3. Where will you be 12 hours from now?
Sleeping?

4. Where are you now?
Friend's house.

5. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
Cargos. Tee shirt.

6. Are you on a desktop or laptop?
Laptop.

7. Can you make yourself cry?
Sure.

8. What are you planning to do today?
Go for orchestra practise. I'm a band geek.

9. Play an instrument?
Violin, drums, does mixing count?

10. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
In less than a heartbeat.

11. What are your favorite colors?
Red. Black. White.

12. Have you ever had your nails done?
Yes.

13. Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an M?
Does Morales as a last name count?

14. Have you ever passed out?
Nope. I'm tough. Yeah, right, big talk.

15. What are you doing tomorrow?
Going to church. Going to Tae Kwan Do class. Chilling with my flojas.

16. Are you easily confused?
Nope. I bring the confusion.

17. Do you think you would make a good wife?
Not a housewife. I can burn water.

18. What's your favorite kind of icecream?
Anything with lots of chocolate.

19. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Just got over that shithead.

20. Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
Yeah.

21. What color are your socks right now?
Not wearing socks.

22. Has anyone ever borrowed somethingfrom you and never returned it?
Yes, and Naz, I'm still waiting for my Tegan and Sara So Jealous album.

23. Do you fall for people easily?
Only if they have nice eyes, a nice smile and speak good English. Being witty and hot helps.

24. Everything happens for a reason?
No. Fate is nonexistant. God (if there is one) hates me.

25. Have you ever dated someone more than once?
Yeah.

26. Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?
Helen and Carin (my besties!). Annie. My Chumbucket. Alana.

27. Last thing you got in the mail?
Bills?

28. Do you find members of the opposite sex confusing?
Nope. Stupid, yes. Confusing, no.

29. When is the last time you saw number 2 on your top friends?
Aisyah? Yesterday at school.

30. What are you listening to right now?
Miss Money - Bestfriendsnippet.

31. How has the weekend been?
Crazy. Painful. Psychotic. Fun.

32. What do you like about the person you like?
Her abs. Her accent. Her smile.

33. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
Obviously.

34. What is your biggest turn off?
Poor grammar. Inability to speak good English. Fatness.

35. Who was the last person to sleeping your bed other than you?
Moving on....

36. Do you prefer being single or taken?
No comments.

37. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
I'm gonna do it later.

38. What is the last movie you saw?
Loving Annabelle. SO awww-factor.

39. Missing anyone right now?
Too many to list. Grandpa tops the list. I still cry every night.

.why I am a walking disaster.

Can you turn my black roses red?

I'm lost without you.

It's gonna take a lot to hold on,

It's gonna be a long way to happy.

Goodbye to you,

Goodbye to everything I throught I knew.

When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.

I'll never get over you walking away.

.walk away.

The moon is pulling at me,
The moon is pulling at you,
You swear to me it's the sun,
That's shining through.
It's hard to push for the truth,
When lies are easy to find,
I'm left with, I'm left with,
This trouble in mind.
I'm left to counting the days,
While my life drifts away...
Cause you come and go again like the tide,
While on the shoreline I stand washed of my pride,
And the truth I keep pushing aside,
Is that it's time to walk away.
Big guns are pointed at me,
Big guns are pointed at you,
Everybody's waiting to see,
What we're gonna do.
You spin around and disappear,
Under the floor where I stand,
I'm left with, I'm left with,
A bag in my hand.
I'm left to counting the days,
While my life drifts away...
Cause you come and go again like the tide,
While on the shoreline I stand washed of my pride,
And the truth I keep pushing aside,
Is that it's time to walk away.
Night closes in,
But I hear the water rush in,
To her song I'm a slave,
I start to sink where I stand,
I become part of the sand,
She covers me like the sea,
Like a wave.
The road is turning for me,
The road is turning for you,
The light is red like a fire,
But you drive on through.
I stay behind and hear you call,
You should have known this from the start,
I'm left with, I'm left with,
A piece of my heart.
Cause you come and go again like the tide,
While on the shoreline I stand washed of my pride,
And the truth I keep pushing aside,
Is that it's time to walk away...
It's time to walk away.
I'm walking away.

I miss him. I love her. I want you.