you're an idiot.

Wasn't it obvious how much I fucking loved you? And yet, it wasn't ever enough, was it?
You're an idiot. I did try, just so you know.
You loved me? Too fucking late.
Kthxbye. :)

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Anyway, today was good.

Apparently, you care if I'm skipping classes or not.

Which is really cute.

For example;

"Don't you have class now?" *cue confused but cocky look*

"World Issues finished early." *smile*

"Oh. Okay. Don't be late for English. Or I'll tell him." *smiles back*

"I won't. I have to let everybody hear my great interpretation of Literature." *melting inside*

*laughs confusedly* "Um, what? Just don't be late."

I swear, I was swooning at your cuteness with every beat of my heart. It should be illegal everywhere for you to be so damn cute. :)

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American Idol today, and Siobhan did...

ANY MAN OF MINE.

Which is, like, my favorite Shania Twain song.

Along with a few others.

I haven't seen Siobhan's version yet but I'm sure everyone else did an epic fail,

bar MamaSox, whom I love.

(I swear, I ship Siobhan and Crystal; they should have babies).

MamaSox rocks. :)

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Okay, I'm off to take my late afternoon nap for a little bit.

WAIT. There's this guy in college, also doing CIMP.

And he looks like Rafael Nadal. He's cute. :) Very cute, very.

But you know what?

You're cuter. And I think I could fall in love with you.

Frigging adorable. :) You had a pimple today.

I have this weird compulsion to touch your face all the time.

It is a sexy face. :)

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Either way.

Someday, I'm gonna find someone extraextra special.

Who's gonna make me want to say something like this;

"I’d make the world record biggest sandwich if you asked me to.

I’d kick old granny in the tits.

I’d fill the rivers with panda pops.

I fucked up big time. I’m more than sorry.

I love you. You’re my whole world."

And I just hope my someone's you. :)

Pretty Iranian-Indian-Portuguese babies.

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Okay, gonna sleep now.

Thought for the day;

The best way to make someone think that you don't care is act like you don't care.

They'll bring whatever it is up, eventually. :)

Or you could just get gone on someone else, that works, too.

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